♥ρεяfεcт Lαsтιиg Lovε♥

2009-10-02T10:33:00.016+08:00

Happy Birthday, Dearest Spike
may God bless you, (: i love you.

Happy 1st Anniversary
to both of you.
congrats!

Dear, I Love You
no matter what.
tak salah kalau nak marah. tak salah kalau nak jealous. and bukan i takleh terime ok! at least i know you care for me. i told you the truth, end up into an argument. ape nie? or you want me to lie so kite takkan gado-gado? tell me. i cant sit still if this misunderstanding berterusan. I'am just being friendly here. im not flirting. tell you what, i wont talk to any of your friends ok. sesiape pun. and vice-versa! so that we wont argue lagi. malas la u, seriously. sakit hati tau. walau ape pun problems kite ade, bear in mind that i will always love you. always and forever. i cume ade you, if we fight, who am i suppose to turn to? *sorry for expressing it here*

i know exactly how you feel right now.
insecure, am i right?
that's what i felt during my
probation times.
but i managed to throw those
negative feelings away.
you know i trust you so much,
right baby?
and I'm glad if you could trust me like
how i trust you wholeheartedly.
i know my heart better,
it won't let our undying love
fall apart.
just keep on loving me like how
i love you loving me. pls baby!

Let me introduce them, ehem.
as you can see from their descent faces,
they really look innocent nonsensical stuff.
but actually, they are like daughter & son
of jinn! nyehe. i love you all. muah!

2009-09-24T17:55:00.003+08:00

thanks for being there whenever i need you
showering me with lotsa love
and thanks for being
so understanding.
you lighten up my life.
once again,
happy 23rd Monthsary.
i love you dear.
(:

2009-09-22T19:08:00.006+08:00

This was first day raye,
at my dad's hse. muke baik seh. hee.

My step sisters.

2nd Day raye.

My sister & sayang nye.

beloved granny with her sepupu

dah tired, ikat rambut. hee.

Shidah

Ayu

me!

2009-09-19T16:04:00.003+08:00

Finally, sayang booked out semlm. nyeheh!

at sarbat.

ily!

fast updation, syg dah smp.
ily dear!

2009-09-18T11:36:00.005+08:00

Didi Cazli. ILY! Hee

Niece & Sister.

On the phone with Boyfriend.

cant wait for him to come home. hee!

*excited*

2009-09-17T13:39:00.002+08:00

She is everything to me, without her,
i am nobody.

Finally, besok Friday! heees!

2009-09-14T19:46:00.003+08:00

This gonna be the first raye I'm celebrating without my Grandmother.
i gotta choose this way. i hate everyone surrounding her.

Kilaa took the what would hurt you the most? quiz and got the result: you simply just hurt..

you simply just hurt: the word hurt to you in this quiz is just - falling, pricked a finger, step on a piece of glass, etc.it came to be that now dying is n...nothing scary or very intimidating.you are either too naive or too matured but either way you're sane.

2009-09-13T14:12:00.005+08:00

I don't understand, every year during fasting month or Hari Raya, my family will quarrel among each other. uncles & cousins. throwing tantrums & chicken faces to my Grandmother and me. Hellooo, ape gune nye sembahyang 5 waktu, puase cukop sebulan but still derhaka with orang tua. that old woman is your mother, grandmother. she took care of you since you were young, sacrifice her time & energy looking after your son and daughter, looking after your house. she din even complain even when you're not giving her a single cent. Raya mintak maaf uh, pastu buat lagi kan? that is what you guys been doing every year. what if she leaves us soon? baru nak menyesal mintak maaf? im sick and tired of staying with you guys la, seriously. aku pandang muke nenek aku, yg jage dari kecik, sampai skarang. And to My Mum, this is for you, since you've been reading my daily life story. I'm sorry i cant love you like how i love grandma. it's just you, yourself. stop behaving like a small kid. if you think you wanna behave this way, by all means. i wont care about you, your new husband is always there for you kan? always there to kikis harta ko kan? org kate, biar mati laki, jgn mati anak. but for you, husband come first, anak bleh buat lagi. HAHA! MY Father is much much better than you!
pls eh, dont stop me to stay with who, mix with who and all. makcik aku sendiri tkkn aku tkleh jmp? what kind of mother are you? ahh, i don't want to see your face in front of my doorstep anymore. no more drama, no more crocodile tears. i wont entertain.

2009-09-12T13:23:00.005+08:00

Here are some pictures, taken yesterday.
Talented singer from Malaysia, Alif Razali.

Roslan Shah.

Fazli Zainal, Anyone Know Him?

My Sister..

I found out something that attracts my mind, Someone posted on her Tagged picture, saying that she misses My Man so much. Ohhhh. Soo sweet of you :) But im sooo sorry, there's no empty space for you in His heart, there's only me in it. Yes, only me. dream on ok (:
stop all your nonsenses & stop asking God why must this happened to you. You deserved it.
but afterall, best woman wins.

Boyfriend called yesterday night.
He said He Love & Misssss
me so much, heh! He's gonna
meet me as soon as He booked out.
I cried after putting down the fone,
seriously, i miss Him sooo much.
counting days to meet Him ):

2009-09-11T14:10:00.004+08:00

Boyfriend's Teman-teman .

I tried to call Him yesterday. But His fone was off.
So i texted Him, saying that i miss Him and stuff.
just now, i received his msgs, He said.......

1st Msg.
I miz u t0o! B,if i tk reply means i da g training.
Btw, i fuckin2 effing rindu u nk mamp0s cam ble cry, tk tpu =(

2nd Msg.
B, rindu u tau.. Sgt2.. Super Duper miz u..

3rd Msg.
B, syp je u? Lupe i eh?

I was sleeping la actually,
when i woke up, i called Him.
the moment i hear His voice,
i cried! really miss Him.
gotta tahan rindu 7 days more.
):

2009-09-10T21:56:00.005+08:00

This was on the first week of puasa, thursday. we was at ... Dblo ! Haha.

My Dear, Im counting days to meet you.....rinduuuu ):

2009-09-10T14:20:00.001+08:00

Blog under renovation ...

update soon,
kila.

2009-09-07T14:01:00.007+08:00

Afternoon bloggers , i was at Darul Ma'wa yesterday .

here are sum pics , taken by Hafiz . My 8yrs old buddy . Sucha
sweet boy .

they really like boyfriend =P

you see , not even an hour kenal , dah rapat . (:
and the guy behind them , hafiz jugak namenye .

this is apai .

My boyfriend , tomorrow is the day . i'm sad , cus im gonna miss you when ure away. but you haf to, kan? there's no reason for you to escape. wishing you all the best boyfriend ! =P you're turning into a man. hehh, baby! nearly two years tau, we've been together. two years plus friend-friend . since we werk together, kite skola, i dabes probation and till now. i really hope, our relationship will last long, till eternity. there's nothing i cud say , to convince you how worthy u are. i promise, im gonaaa be a gud gal wen ure not ard, i mean, very good gal. i'll fulfill promises, janji! (: no clubbings without ur permission, behave behave, behave. =D
and so yesterday, u actually made my heart melts. heh,in my mind right now,
*u tau, i betape untung nye dpt matae mcm u,dulu i tk sedar, but nw i realized*
*i love you so much, but idk how to express it in words*
all those word came out from e bottom of ur heart, i tau, you sincere.after all this while, my efforts and sacrifices are 'paid'. lastly, i just wanna tell you, i love you so much. nutting cud take my love away. walau kite jarak jauh skali pun, it wun change my love. NEVER! so tomorrow, I'll send you there, together with your parents. =D

Her name is ariana, or Dollie.
but i love calling her 'Ari'. sucha sweet girlfriend =D

alrights, till here then.
signing off,
Kila
XOXO, Much Loves =D

2009-09-01T13:41:00.003+08:00

Helooooo, im back. simple & fast updation.
currently busy working, i won't be active in blogging.
you can always hollaaaa me up alrights, girlfriends? much love,
kila.

My girls, missing you.

On our twenty-two monthsary. counting still =P
i love you botaaaak! mmuahhs!

2009-08-14T20:54:00.003+08:00

Sayang Merajuk (:

Truly Deeply Madly , in love with Md Sadiq . Makin hari makin sayang kamu , cinta . (: XOXO

*surrounded by hypocrites and liars*

2009-08-11T16:52:00.005+08:00

At Changi ...

My only sayang ,
md sadiq . cinta kamu . XOXO

tgk video nie, org-org gile beraksi. haha. idk.

at changi, ard 2 am in e morning.
can hear titin laugh, kuat nye suare (:

psssst: my dear friend, sabar jer k. wad goes ard cums ard.

2009-08-07T12:32:00.006+08:00

Missing Bf , dia g rebel semlm . Grrrrrrr !

Kecik drawing RD logo .

years of friendship , nad & kila .

My Sister , with mysayang marsha ! XOXO

2009-08-06T13:59:00.007+08:00

Cafe Del Moar on Wednesday with Love ones .
Thanks Fer Everytin , Sue .
More photos kt hp sue & Miky

i love you with all my heart. sayang kamu, cinta.

2009-08-04T18:30:00.003+08:00

Shakila took the What's your engagement ring cut? quiz and the result is Emerald Cut!
Sure it's nice to have something pretty and classy on your finger--actually scratch that, it's FANTASTIC, but you don't want it to necessarily shout out to the room over what's more important: YOU. The emerald cut is the more tasteful, refined and vintage choice for people who tend to not be dictated by the crowd, but are dictators of the crowd.

Shakila took the When will you get engaged? quiz and the result is 02!!
Oh my, look at you! You guys know each other, perhaps too well, but that's the point isn't it? Well then you better get ready, because it looks like two years will fly fast before you suddenly find yourself with a ring on your hand.

Pssssst: Diy, save money . ((:

Nura J , Kila .

Ok, nie part giler. laughing like nobody's business .

2009-08-03T16:43:00.005+08:00

MY Baby Botak ,
i love you .
you love me . heees .

Boyfriend's meow meow . kiut kan ? pandai posing .

2009-08-01T16:18:00.007+08:00

I like this pic .

Boyfriend was so damn curious abt my red eye (:

Bestfriend Meeting (:

My Masai Face, oily face. i knw. (:

Thursday , Met Nura J at Payar Lebar Mrt ,had our lunch at Kfc , as she was craving for Kentucky chicken . so after lunch , went to Grandlink for our karaoke-session . Met Nannie at Bugis first, waited for Sue & Fey. And yeah, She-shaa session at Arab St ! (: As usual, Sue & Fey had to leave early cus of time restriction & fey was working the next day . so left the three of us , chit chat and all. & last minute planned , Nura & Me when to Double-O . Haha ! Only the two of us . like how it used to be , went to NURA'S HOUSE AFTER CLUB . ate maggie , and slept ! the next day , which on Friday, met My Love at Lord 1 around 4pm Enjoyed every beautiful moments with Him , even though perot i, tangan i sume lebam2 sal eu cubit , tetap i syg eu ! ily d, XOXO Fyi,My Love is now Botak!

pssst: i knw wads happening ard me, u dun be over-excited ok?

2009-07-29T18:19:00.004+08:00

I read this humorous piece , i found it interesting and i wanna share with you readers .
A middle-aged woman has a heart attack and taken to the hospital . while on the operating table , she has a near death experience . during that experience , she sees God and asks if this is it . God says no and explains that she has another 30 to 40 years to live . upon her recovery , she decides to stay in the hospital and have a face lift , liposuction ,tummy tuck , the works . she even has someone come in and change her hair colour . she figures since she's got another 30 to 40 years , she might as well make the most of it . she walks out the hospital after the last operation and gt killed by an ambulance speeding to the hospital . she arrived in front of God and asks , 'i thought i had another 30 to 40 years to live ?' God replies , 'I'm sorry , i didn't recognised you' .
Everyone , to a certain extent , has tasted suffering . so is life without pain imaginable ?

My dear,
No one knows , why I'm into you cause they will never know , what it's like to be in our shoes , and no one knows the things that we've been through . it can never measure up to what i put you through , that's why we'll break through , and i don't care what they say , I'm gonna be with you .

2009-07-27T16:01:00.007+08:00

Without Any Make-Up , Im Yours Baby (:

orites, firstly, happy belated twenty-one monthsary , my baby love.
falling in love with you all over again , i must say !
i love you sayang , and i always do .

This dude below is my beloved cousin.

Nor Said: Muka kau mcm Cikgu2 Seh. Haha. bedak Maintain .
Happy 25th Birthday Nor!
Yesterday was, actually. fun? kan, Nor? Misz Chocz?
Heeeees.
*Takde maksudnye kau nk rindu laky aku, Shame !*

Shakila completed the quiz "What do your eyes say?" with the result In Love.

Your eyes say that you are happily in love and love that you are happy with your gf/bf or husband/wife. You wish that you could stay with your loved one for all eternity and would die for him/her. You don't care what other people think of you as long as he/she thinks you are perfect. You adore your beloved and would want him/her to hold your hands forever. You are usually caught in the hallways hugging or kissing. You smile whenever you see him/her and you make them laugh..

2009-07-18T19:57:00.004+08:00

Terima Kasih Cinta , Untuk Segalanya

It was when i really really fall for you
it was the first time , you kissed me
it was the first time , you hug me
it was the first time , in everything
from that moment, my life has begun
from that moment, you are the one
from that moment , i have been blessed
i lived only for your happiness
and for your love
I'd give my last breath
i give my hand to you with all my heart
you and i will never be apart

from that moment , on .

I swear to God ,
that i'll will always be there
i've given a thing
and everything
and i will always care
through weakness
and strength
happiness and sorrow
for better
for worst
i will love you ...
with every beat
of my heart .

Ceritaku , My Blog's Song .
(when everytime we quarreled ,
i listened to this song all over again , haaahs!)
Di malam ini , di waktu ini
ku masih terkenang dirimu
biarpun kau tiada disisi , diriku
senyumanmu , raut wajah mu
membuatku terus merindume
biarpun kau meninggalkan
aku , cintaku .

Ku cuba tampamu disisi
ku cuba tampa hidup denganmu
meskipun ku tak mampu
lupakanmu , kasihku .

Ku cuba tampamu dihati
ku cuba berhenti merindukan mu
ternyata tiada pengganti dirimu ,
selamanya .

Sedetik ini , ketika ini
ku masoh memirkan mu.
dimanakah dirimu kini

Andai aku , ulangi lagi
cerita aku dengan kamu
takkan ku menyakiti
hatimu , bintangku .

Ku cuba tampamu disisi
ku cuba tampa hidup denganmu
meskipun ku tak mampu
lupakanmu , kasihku .

Ku cuba tampamu dihati
ku cuba berhenti merindukan mu
ternyata tiada pengganti dirimu ,
selamanya .

Ku cuba tampamu disisi
ku cuba tampa hidup denganmu
meskipun ku tak mampu
lupakanmu , kasihku .

Ku cuba tampamu dihati
ku cuba berhenti merindukan mu
ternyata tiada pengganti dirimu ,
selamanya . Kini ....

greatest gift from God, and that is him .

2009-07-17T22:15:00.003+08:00

Heylooo dearest Bloggers . (: i gotta new job , and i loike it cus Misz Chocz is working with me ! (:
heeeees . working environment ? Fun ! Love it . (: im gonaa be busy with my working schedule , With Boyfriend plus plus i must study hard for O Level . Do text me or leave a MSG at my tagboard alrighty? much loves , sampai ketemu nanti sahabat-sahabat ku.
RANDOM: my colleague's perfume is the same as Boyfriend, so every time when i walk pass him , his smell will reminds me of Boyfriend. See Dear ? How much i miss you ? (:
One more week to our anni.. *Jumping*((: XOXO

*Sayang . Sayang . Sayang . *

Saturday Night with Hubbie

2009-07-12T15:10:00.013+08:00

Simple & fast updation , alright . Yesterday ..
Went to Changi , Ai-Ai's Birthday . Unfortunately , HUJAN ! so all of us was caught in the rain . hehs . Hang around there till 9 plus . Boyfriend & Me wanna go Rebel , only the two of us , but it's kinda rushing , so we went to Grandlink , thought of Karaoke-ing but alot of ppl laaa . confirm tkde room for two pax . since it still rain ,we went to Sweet Home , bought a bottle of liquor , and , yeah . kite minum . hurhur ! enjoyed our saturday night , kn dear ? (:
iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou.
iknowyouloveme.causeyouarejealous(: caughtyalovingmeinsilence (:
sayangjugakdierdenganaku.heee.
CintaKamu.

You are so romantic, my dear sadiq. heeeeeesss

2009-07-11T02:42:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY ...
My Dear Eka Shawty ! Ily Girl. XOXO

This pic was taken on our few mthsary, if im not mistaken .

Sayang jangan marah-marah ok? (:
i'am missing you dear , badly . waiting for you to call me ;)

2009-07-10T16:33:00.006+08:00

My Wednesday Night , (p/s : Ignore the background . (: )

Karaoke Session .

After Mahligai Manis (:

My Man Met With An Accident This Morning . Get Well Soon My Dear , ILY . XOXO

Sorry for being so aksyen with ya , my baby . you know that i love you kan ? (:

2009-07-08T12:38:00.006+08:00

Shakila took the What celebrity couple are you and your partner? quiz and got the result: Jay-z and Beyonce..
You guys are the couple everybody wants to be like. You guys are cute together and knows how to make money and perfection with one another.

I miss those times .

Found Her (:

And for today , is my payday! huhuhurrr!!

2009-07-07T13:49:00.009+08:00

We are wearing Red this year. hee~

No names mentioned. ya knw yaself.

You may be hating me, from the first time we met. becus of my appearance, and so as my personality. trust me, i bottled up my feelings just to ensure that youre fine. Even we knw each otha for a short period, i love you girl. but you ruined everything. nice shot, i must say. what a beautiful lie. .

Small Brother, Aidil & Eka Shawty's BIRTHDAY, this saturday. caaan i drink & get high Baby?

Sayang! bingo !! you got it right , dear . a lot of surprises coming . (:

Love you saaayang, so much.

Never say "I LOVE You" If you really don't care
Never talk about feelings If they aren't really there
Never hold my hand If your gonna break my heart
Never say your going to If u don't plan to start
Never look into my eyes If all u do is lie
Never say hi If you really mean goodbye
If you really mean forever
Then say you will try
Never say forever And forever makes me cry .

2009-07-06T18:09:00.010+08:00

1) Shakila just took the "Your Dream Wedding Quiz" and the result is:
Warm-hearted Water
You've been dreaming of your wedding day since you were a little girl, and you probably have notebooks full of sketches of your perfect wedding gown! Your wedding day is the most romantic day of your life, and you want it to be a magical, fairy-tale experience. Because you probably have some Water Signs in your birth chart (Cancer, Scorpio and Pisces), you view your wedding in dreamy, emotional terms. Make sure to invest in a good waterproof mascara! Family is very important to you, so you'll probably go out of your way to include them in your wedding preparations. To create the intimate, loving ambiance that's so important to you, incorporate special family traditions into your ceremony, whether that means wearing your mother's veil, having both families light a unity candle or serving the same wine that your grandparents had at their wedding. Who says fairy tales can't come true?

2)Shakila took the How many times will you fall in love before you marry? quiz and the result is 3 times

You are sentimental and a little gullible. When you think your really in love they end it or cheat on you because you are not enough. Right now you are a little paranoid because of your first true relationship, but that will pass.

3)Shakila took the Who is your lifetime match? quiz and the result is They are born between 24th October - 22nd November.

People sometimes find you cold, reserved and passive. This just means they don't know you well enough because in reality you're warm and passionate with a sensitivity to nature and natural beauty. But you hide your feelings. You're a natural worrier and as soon as you fall in love, you're afraid of being deserted. It's this fear that too often prevents you from committing or doing what feels right deep down: for example, leaving a someone you love through fear of them abandoning you one day. But over time, you gain confidence in yourself and your relationships have a better chance of lasting. Hidden agendas don't exist with you pair, as you both expect honesty and loyalty from one another no matter how brutal it may be. You complete one another, with these people you are able to have an intellectual debate or those deep conversations which you crave. The sexual chemistry between you to will last a lifetime and you only improve with age. They respect your reserved nature as they are a big believer in privacy themselves and will allow you to naturally come out of your shell. Finally, you would have met someone who matches your stamina in and out of the bedroom...but not just in the bedroom of course. They will go the distance with you. Just listen to your heart more instead of doing the most sensible thing all the time. Listen WITH your heart and you will understand.

p/s: a lot of sacrifices. just to make our partner happy and satisfy. Enduring~
Telan. Telan. Telan. keep it to yourself, kila.

2009-07-05T05:10:00.003+08:00

In Class , Eka Shawty & Mey .

My New Wallet! Love IT . Heh .

Orighty, I spent Few Hours Create This Thing Here ,
Just For Dearie Hubbie . It's A Surprise , Actually . Huhur!

2009-07-02T16:05:00.001+08:00

I Miss My Cat!!

2009-06-28T21:20:00.005+08:00

at kak nora's house.

Dear, you deleted this pic,e moment you saw it at my hp. remember? hahaks. kinda miss you. cant wait to meet you tomorrow. Heh. Muahs3! *I Miss My Girls. ;(

2009-06-25T19:28:00.011+08:00

Tag Replies

someone you dont know: hey just passin by,and i might say , u and ur guy look really sweet together(:

Kila: Thanks there. (:

ninabontot: heyhey. nice blog.. last long with ur guy kk. kite same2 anniversary date. hehe=D. ure pweety.

Kila: ahaks,what a coincidence?(: you too, last long alrighty? cheers. (:

Sakinah: nanakinah-heartsu@ht. ehhh! one day must ade reunion tau! dont lose contact laa. I've been going out with Nabilah Atiqah all. rmbr her? haha missed those days (:

Kila:Added. ahaa, my cuzzie. tpi lost contact. LOL. (= yurp, have to! reaaally miss those times, ahahaa. ((:

passerby: may i ask,kedel is ur bro & gurgerl is ur sis in law?

Kila:Yurps. He is my brotha, she is my sista in law. ((:

Liz: alamak..laguu sensitive. *nangis*

Kila: alaa. i change it asap alright. so that you wont *nangis* (: Heh.
...

Ther's alot of pics but sume blur2.Yesterday...
Boyfriend's eyes masuk abok. Haha.& my face like nmpk sah pkai tepong . (:
Firstly. Had my chippy marsballs , den karaoke . only the two of us . (:
Heehks . Sweet kn kn . I have some videos kite karaoke nak upload (=
Around 10plus, we ended up at Mahligai Manis with others .

Ahaa! without fail , mesti main game tangkap2 Bear (=
Pacarku , cinte kamu banget ! (=

2009-06-23T19:58:00.011+08:00

My Hero , My Heart & Soul
Few more hours to our Twenty MonthsaryBaby, i love you
you're my everything(=

2009-06-21T15:51:00.013+08:00

Here are some pics of my family members ,

introducing . .

Putri Dian Marsha ,

a.k.a

the annoying baby !

Cry Baby ...

Cousin Umi .

Sisterly love .

Cousin Ika's engagement .

Brother's Wedding .

Chikky .

Lil'Kitty

FYI, i'am dangerously in love with this guy below,

My Heart & Soul .

Read .

When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind .
When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply .
When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,
she is wondering how long you will be around .
When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not fine at all
When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games
When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever
When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that .

2009-06-20T18:23:00.003+08:00

Baby , mata maintain . (:

muke satu2 masai . Haha

Tak payah senyum k lain kali? (:

Boyfriend, i love you. i promise, i'll be a very good girl in your life. (:

2009-06-14T19:49:00.004+08:00

My Baby & Mey.

Selamat Pengantin Baru !

Big Momma & Me . Love Her .

2009-06-14T12:46:00.010+08:00

we are in love, be jealous.

I'am soo fcuking pissed off! *menguji kesabaran* it's like she has nothing better to do. other than stalking ''ppl's'' life. i knw everything ok, everything. mind you! seriously, i really don't understand her, really really don't understand. Boyfriend said, 'you should be proud instead of angry'. but when i think back,he is right. HAHA! and ya, thinking of privating my blog, cuz there are so many kepo2. Boyfriend, loving you, till eternity.

Sometimes i wonder, are men in this world
really decreasing that she had to choose
my man?'even when it's time for her to move on?
She was only his past
Specifically, Pastime (:

Even how hard you want him,
He will never be yours

p/s:liah, your line famous tau! (:

go on, keep on hating me.it won't make you famous. im loving it.
and if you think tht you are absolutely hurt,it's your
problem.stop viewing my blog thn. Tak suke? you can
always holla me. not your friends, or mine.
it's only you and me.
my blog, my say. shoooooo!!!!!

MOVE ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-13T19:54:00.003+08:00

One day,you will learn to let it go, sincerely from the bottom of your heart. Feelings in you. It may be the greatest impact, i guess. but that is life, reality, karma, destiny & fate. You'll get someone better, sooner or later. Best of lucks.

P/s: My dear Liah Gatesy, i knw exactly hw u feel. no worries, everything gonna be fine, trust me. im always here for you, anytime. cheer up.

Much Loves,
Diqila .

2009-06-09T20:39:00.002+08:00

Missing My Boyfriend, Badly.

Honey,I Swear I Love You Till My Last Breath
You're Only One , My Everything

2009-06-07T14:49:00.008+08:00

Here are some pics. edited by me (:

2009-06-06T12:51:00.005+08:00

Shee-shaa Session .

Baby , Kila & Boyfriend .

I Love Him .

Sue Kila Baby

Friendship Counts

Sibling Loves .

More pictures will be upload soon.
im off to meet Boyfriend . Hurhur!
I miss him!

2009-06-04T11:36:00.003+08:00

My bones & lungs starts to ache as soon as i wake up every morning and i feel like dying. It really sucks! I have difficulty breathing. Boyfriend accompanying me pergi checkup today. Waiting for Boyfriend to wake up, macam bertahun gitu. I'm not in the mood to do anything. *moody*

2009-06-02T11:55:00.008+08:00

Malay paper 1 & 2 Mid yr O level was yesterday.
I hope, I'll pass . (:

That's Ma all time fav . Sirloin Steak ! i love e lemak2 .

And finally , ice-cream! after so long , i got one for myself . (:

Dua insan . Boyfriend & me .
bila kau senyum ku gembira
bila kau sedih ku menangis
bagai taman rindukan kembang
ku rindu wajahmu oh syg

diamana saja kau berada
ku kan tetap bersamamu
walaupun jasadku jauh
nama hatiku tetap padamu

bila saja halangan menimpa
kerna cinta ada
ku tetap setia
hanya dikau dan asmara
membuat hidupku bagai
dalam syurga

biar masa berganti masa
biar pun musim berubah
telah ku katakan
padamu oh sayang
hanya kuasa tuhan
dapat memisahkan

jika kau tanya
pada rembulan mengapa
cahaya berseri - seri
nanti jawapnya kepadamu
kerna dikau cinta padaku

ku persembahkan kepadamu
sekuntum bunga mawar merah
kau terima sambil tersenyum
kembang yg harum engkau cium

bila saja halangan menimpa
kerna cinta ada
ku tetap setia
hanya dikau dan asmara
membuat diriku
bagai dalam syurga

dua insan sedang bercinta
dua insan berjanji setia
telah ku katakan
padamu oh sayang
hanya kuasa tuhan
dapat memisahkan

p/s : i love you dear . muahs !

2009-05-31T16:46:00.011+08:00

& yes , we do .

My Prince .

His Lil Gurl .

Much Loves ,

Girlfriends .

Boyfriends

Our New Hairs .

Nadiah & Shakila .

Yat & Nad

It was 4am in the morning. i was so damn sleepy!!

2009-05-29T18:47:00.011+08:00

I was checking my mails, when i saw this pic.
2003. Lame pe gambar.

My Thursday Night was wisely spent with my two Lil Loves Baby & Rebel . Party like a Rockstar .
Dancing like nobody's business eh korg .
Ahaha .

Thanks for everything , thanks . but im sorry. i gotta go.
you guys are great, special in my heart.

walaupun berat rase hati nak melangkah. but i haf to. Sorry for leaving without a goodbye.

I was shocked by Nad's msg . Last few days .
She texted , 'firah da meninggal , tadi . accident' .
FLABBERGASTED .
Unbelievable .
I remember the first time that we met at Btp .
I remember how keen Andri wanna get to noe her .
May Her soul rest in Peace . Amin .

2009-05-25T12:00:00.006+08:00

Happy Nineteen Months & 1 Day Dearie .

Loving you more , more & more .

We Are In Love .

Karaoke Session .

He said . 'Ju-on'

Sayang Kiter .

Ayid & Baby .

Loves .

Nura J

Sue , mkan maintain ehk muker . ((:

2009-05-21T15:12:00.003+08:00

Too bad Yaw. I know who you are. Eventhough your ip address changes, everytime. But surprisingly, i can trace you. I told you once, i'am not stupid like you that people can fool around with. You know who you are. Sape makan chilli die yg terase pedas.If you are not satisfied with me, say it out loud. don't be such a coward lil gurl, or well, let me guess. you don't have the guts to say that? Am i right? Hey, i'am not a fool like you. I have no time to entertain a lil gurl like you. But stop testing my patience lil bit futher ok lil gurl? Dare me now. You would'nt know what will happen to you. Honestly, are you jealous? Seems like we are playing a game that has no ending. Say my name gurl cus i'll be your worse nightmare. A bitch & slut like you has nothing better to do. Get a life, stop looking at other's life.

2009-05-17T14:20:00.005+08:00

Saturday, EastCoast Park .

Its kinda enjoying . so much fun .Finally, met caca . hahaks . Sayang & some of Pokers were there too. Left ecp at around 11 plus & headed to Pasir Ris Chalet . that was when i found out Rebel takot LIPAS . ahahak . kekek laa kao.

*Random:

Kesiaan . Tolong lah ehk pmpn . i noe you are jealous .

keep on hating me cause im loving it little gurl ((:

2009-05-16T17:19:00.003+08:00

Baby & Me

Was with her all night long last Thursday . ((:

guess what? she is my step-sister . heh .

Wuhoooo . two days m.c . Sat & Sun summore .

thanks to Boyfriend . pandai kasi plan ((:

Actually, im lazy to update .

Update soon when i'am in the mood .

2009-05-14T12:58:00.010+08:00

Sayang practicing for S'pore Idol .

Haha .

Ok,Muke tk perlu .

Kite ngantok

Sayang & Aku

Childish .

Sayang & Nura J

Pak Ngah & Mak Ngah . Haha .

Always There For Me . Love Her .

Aiman & Kila

Sweets

Nura Merajuk . Haha .

At Pak Ngah's House .

Cute Izan . (:

Loves

Max & Nana .

Eka Shawty / Kila .

Kite childish .

But It's Fun . ((:

Nana .

Sadiq , Love .

I don't know why i can't live without you , without your love . I tak sebaik mane utk you . But im trying & i think i did my very best to be a good girl in your life . Only God knows what we went through . Syg , we said we wanted to start this relationship all over again , right ? i hope & im sure this time is different . you know that i can't afford to loose you . keep on showering me with lotsaa love , ok .

p/s: i love you .

2009-05-13T13:24:00.002+08:00

Darah naek . it took an hr to wait for pictures to be upload . tetap tkbleh .tkper la , upload it tmr .
Sayang , Nura , Aiman & Me went to karaoke at Grandlink . Hurhur ! So much fun . Sang alot of songs . Pak Ngah , nyanyi jgn terkehel ok . jgn spot org tk tutop mulot padahal dia yg slalu tk tutop mulot . haha . slacked at 89.7 after 2hrs of karaoke . did alot of talkings . Sayang , Nura & Aiman was super active talking while i was main angin tunggu time nak tertido . No one notice kn kn ? ((: And for today , Cousin Eka kate nak belanje ice cream tau . Tapi bayangnye kat rumah pun tak nmpk ! (:
Waiting for Sayang to wake up . Accompanying Him to buy something for his airbrush thingy .
Okiess dookie , ngantok . nak tido jap .

2009-05-12T12:09:00.002+08:00

Afternoon Bloggers ! (: Im in school right now . Heh . Such a boring day to be in school . *yawn*
But still , need to study smart coz my mid year exam falls on ending of may .
Some ppl are organizing a pit for me . Which is on this Saturday . Unfortunately , i have to work on that day . Fullshift summore . Any ideas so that i could escape from working ? (:
My dearest Honey Bunny Love and me are planning to highlight our hair . ((: Haha . I did asked a salon near my house . highlight , rebonding & treatment cost me around about 200 bucks . But i thought of cutting hair . Tapi sayang plak . Dont know la . Let's time decide . Haha . Meeting My Dearest Honey Bunny, Nura & Aiman tonight . & can spend the whole nighty with Dearie cuz im off on Wednesday . Like finally , my off day . haha . Honey gave me a little surprised yesterday night . Hafiz & Him dropped by my working place . Hafiz did something which is really shocked me . Dier tindek kening . Haha . Lawa la . But tk kene with his descent look . Till here then , Nana da memekak . ''Cepat la''. ''Cepat la''.

2009-05-11T11:19:00.007+08:00

Heelllo Bloggers. Finally, some pictures uploaded ((:

ive been very busy working right now.

schedule life,like WTF.

seriously. working life sucks!

♥ & Me are doing well, fine &

yeah. There's no more issues that

we cld quarrel about.

i can see changes in him,

and im glad abt it. ((:

Loving Him, Still .

I received a message this morning

when i woke up.It said,'I just wanted to tell you.

im sorry for what i've done to you for e past few days at work. Forgive me'.

it was from Hadri.haiz. Ni la org kn.selalu buat salah,

mintak maaf jer.tu je laar. pastu buat lagy.

My gf, Nura J, Sue, Misz Chocz,Ayu,

many many many more,

I love you girls. ((:

Kila , Didiq's GF .

Having A Mega Burger .

Siti & Azri , They Karaoke-ing
at Cuppage .

From Left , Azri ,

Norman & Hadri .

Nana . I say 'eehh .

Nana The Mask' .

Haha .

Cousin Kak Ila

There's Nothing Can Sepate us now .

coz our Love stays within us .

Eigtheen-Monthsary .

LOVING MY BABY LAAA!

Lunch Time .

A Gift From Chef Ah Kiong .

Black Pepper

Seafood Pasta . ((:

Birthday Gifts .

Thursday Night .

Till here then .

2009-05-08T14:03:00.003+08:00

like fc*k! i tried to upload photos, but cannot. nbcb siaa.
♥ & Me was at Dblo last night. together with Shah, Ayu(The sweetest Couple) & most of my friends & cousins. Misz Chocz,Nor Labuchi, Nura J,Ita,Wan,Spike,Hur,Didi,Yana, & Dont know sape lagy. I was deadly drunked. Sorry ♥, i had alot of drinks. So many incidents happened. Hahaks. Reached Eunos at around 4 in the morning. ♥ called Cousin Ika to unlock the door for me and he sent me to my doorstep and went off. ''I Love You B''. that's the only words that i heard before i dozed off. Thanks ♥. You did'nt get the chance to enjoy yesterday coz you were busy looking after me. Dear, i love you so much. there's nothing can change my ♥ for you. Our relationship is growing much more stronger. ((:

Eighteen-Birthday

2009-05-03T11:44:00.006+08:00

Happy Birthday.

.kena sabo at work

.when to karaoke with ♥, shedah,normi & spike

.got high & nearly drunk

.Reached home at 6 in the morning

The Next Day,

.Woke up late for work

.Got a little surprised at home ((:

. ♥ fetched me at 5pm

.Ate

.sign up new hp line

.♥ & me watched movie at Tampines Mall(Bohsia)

.Reached home around 12am.

Im lazy to type actually. ((: More Pictures will be upload soon.

2009-04-27T12:21:00.004+08:00

Im Sooo Bored . Nothing To Do In School .
Skipped Physics Lesson . Hhahaks .
So , I Decided To Blog While Waiting
For Eka Shawty a.k.a Starkarat .
Never On Time. Da Dtg Lmbt ,
Selalu Cover2 . ''Aku Blanje Ko Air Kat
Mac Cafe Kae ? Kat Starbuck Kae ? ''
Pandai Kau Ehh . ((:
School Ends At 3pm . Start Work At 6pm
Today. Taklah Bored Sgat Kn Lau Werk .
Ape Yg Bored Nye , Im Broke . Hehe .
Waiting For End Of The Month )):

Nura , When Is Our Swimming
Session ? ((:

Sue , Waiting For Your Call !
M.I.A Plak Dier.
Miss You Laa Makcik . ((:

Liah , Kite Ader Date Ok ! (:
Candelite Dinner At Pasta . Hurhur ! (;

Ayu , I'll Be There At Eastpoint On
2nd May To Support You Okies ?
Hhahaks ((:

Dearie , I Miss You . ((:
Love you Dear ! ((:

2009-04-26T11:43:00.004+08:00

My ♥ called about an hr ago . He said ,' B,you katner ? i da dapat surat NS seh . Bulan 9. Police '
Alaaaarr . Tkleh postpone ke Baby ? Heheheks .
Im gonna miss Him so much . Will spend time as much
as possible before Sept . ((:
Yesterday was such a bad day for me . Late for work .
Had dinner kat keje , n went to smoke with girls at the usual place
whr we always smoke . As usual, smoking , talking & laughing like
there's nobody business while waiting for the time to start work .
Suddenly, thr's two malay guys approached us , show us their
pass or what la & say they are from e Tobacco Unit. Mintak IC pls?
GOSH . Saman $30 . Suey kn ? tkper . next week onwards tahan la
kao . Im turning to legal age . hahaaa !
To you Nana , congrats . That was your second time ! heeheks .
Shedah , stop laughing okie ! (:

My mind is thinking about my Baby ♥
♥'s Daddy bawak alek kitten . Black colour .
cant wait to see it ! ((:
Maybe meet my ♥ today . See how it goes .
Reeaaallyyy miss him laaa .
Ciinntaaa kamuuu laa Sadiq ! ((:

loves

2009-04-25T14:43:00.003+08:00

Met ♥ yesterday, around 4 plus 5 . accompanied my ♥ beli paints at Bras Basah , as soon
after we had late lunch . hahaks . After buy paints , drop by my working place jap , then we headed to West Mall to catch a movie . While waiting for the time , we went to library , tgk buku sal airbrush & soever . ♥ kate , 'b lao org tnye laky you keje ape , you ckp , oh bf aku keje airbrush artist ok?' heeheeks . cute ar you. feel like squeezing ♥ . We watched 'Jangan Tegur'. Oh gosh , cerita die nye laa suke memeranjat kn org ! ((: Pity my ♥ , sampai tergigit arm dier . hees . sorry dear . We had alot of funs celebrating our Eighteen Monthsary yesterday .
♥ , i love you so much dear . thanks for everything syg . appreciate you alot .

((:

2009-04-24T14:28:00.000+08:00

Updated blog = By Request . ((:

I just realised tht i love Diy~ more thn anything in this
world,including my life .after what happened between
us, we are still standing strong .
we talked things out, diy~ explained everything to me .
given ourself a second chance and im sure , things will be
different this time . our relationship is much more
stronger & yeah , starting our endless relationship all over again . (:
Today is our Eighteen - Monthsary and we are looking forward to
celebrate our future mothsaries / anniversaries .
Diy~ i promise , i'll love you till e end of time .
thanks for lighting up my life , i love you dear ! (:

happy birthday

2009-01-25T12:23:00.000+08:00

27011991

Dearest riz, happy 18th birthday-in advanced. wishing you all the best in life. one year older, one year wiser. ;) cepat2 lah kawin ye.hee. see, i still remember your birthday tau. gee~
do takecare of yourself aite, & meet up one day.

end~

babyboy & his family going to malaysia today, be back on tues? wed? oh gosh. im gonna mish him. do takecare ok babyboy? jgn tersangkot ngn minah malaysia lak. ;) lol.
& dont forget my chewygum in a lollipop! ily baby! muahzx!

Sygku, Sadiq..

2009-01-19T14:50:00.000+08:00

you can act like nothing's wrong
talk like everyting's perfect
but you cant lie to yourself.
i know how you feel baby..
but please,stop making me feel
like im useless..
i love you with all my heart,
i cant bear to see us apart.
it's like ripping my heart off.

2009-01-15T17:11:00.000+08:00

-241007-

Pintaku Yang Terakhir - Dayang Nurfaizah
Ingin ku pandang wajahmu
Di setiap ketika
Tiada jemu biarpun terluka

Ingin dibelai selalu
Bagaikan waktu dulu
Rasa bahagia dalam dakapanmu

Ku rindu
Wajah dan senyumanmu
Memberikan cahaya
Di dalam setiap mimpi-mimpiku

Kau pergi
Membawa hati ini
Tinggalkan ku sendiri
Dalam sepi

Lafazkan cinta dari bibirmu
Ingin kudengar sekali lagi
Lafazkan dari hati tulus dan suci
Serahkan cinta abadi

Oh bisikan rindu nada nan syahdu
Pintaku yang terakhir darimu
Pintaku hanya satu
Usah kau berlalu...

Md Sadiq,
remember our first date?
remember the first time when you hold my hands?
remember when you first kissed me on my cheek?
remember all those times we had together?
remember all those fun times?
remember all those promises we made?
remember how close we used to be?
i did. & i still hold on to our promises

i'm totally hurt by what you told me yesterday.
''sayang i terhadap you, makin hari semakin pudar''
and when i asked you, ''will you find another girl and be with her?''
you answered,''i'm afraid that will happen''
what does that mean, actually?
perkataan tu tak sedikit pun buat i benci you
yet you still stick with your decision.
im really afraid that i'll loose you one day
and when we met yesterday, you dont even want to hug me.
do you know that you're making me cry all the time?
dear, i cant live without you, seriously.
everyone deserves a second chance, but why dont i?
promises. you made empty promises.
you ever promised me ,no matter what happen we will always be together.
but now, what happened?
what you mean by your mindset has changed?
because of my mistakes and now it had made your feelings changed? isit?
but baby, remember, u hurt me too.
yet my feelings towards you is still the same.
never,ever fade.
u wanted to move on with your life,
and you keep asking for it,
but i cant, i cant let you go.
It's like you have some kind of hold on me.
haiz..baby,
i wont continue this argument,
all i want is you. your love baby.
no matter how tough it gonna be,
i wont stop myself from loving you.
love, i'll win your heart, once again.

2008-12-29T11:43:00.000+08:00

kinda busy right now.
Wont be updating blog.

2008-12-21T16:45:00.000+08:00

i was about to sleep when my phone rang. it was unknown number, so i thought it could be my p.o wanted to make a spot check on me. totally wrong . sue, on the line , was sobbing saying that our sheesha outing will be cancel . fey met with an accident . oh gosh . i knew sue felt very bad cause she cant be there with fey whom she love wholeheartedly . visited him the next day , luckily nothing serious happen . cume macam mummy . balot sane balot sini . hee . (get well soon)
we spent the next 2 hours plus talking on the phone . talking about some issues that made me cried . really , it was hurtful to remember all the past . i hate that feeling . I've been running away from all those black memories . but still , i cant . all i do is convincing myself that i was just a bad dream that never happened in my childhood life . sue , i felt somehow 'OK la' after talking to you on that night . yeah , life has to go on no matter what . babe ,thanks for your concerned . its not that i don't want to tell you , i just don't want to trouble you . thanks for the concerned gf , sue & nura , ily . =)

2008-12-16T12:46:00.000+08:00

Things would never be the same without you
i need to feel your hands all over me
i need to feel you kissing me
i need to feel you holding me
i need to feel your touch
cause i miss your love so much .
my world is nothing without you
and i wouldn't know what to do with myself
i'll give you anything
just to make you happy
just to hear you say that you love me.
and i would held it back
just to prove to you ,
how much i need you here with me .
i would die for you , if i could .
i would never give up my life ,
when i see tears in your eyes .
i cant stand to see you cry .

there's just one thing i want to know .
why God wants to hurt me so bad ?
does He know how much it hurts ,
to be missing you .

2008-12-09T19:01:00.000+08:00

Some Photos during e sheesha outingg . (gf nura 's 20th burfday)

This Computer Is Fucking Lagging. more photos , at gf nura 's frenster .

2 post.

2008-12-07T17:35:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was fun. we went to sheesha-ing at haji lane. 8 pax together. aft few weeks or months of not mitting mickey & sue we had an absolutely enjoyable moments. as usual, we took alot of pictures together & talking non stop. especially the burfday gal. she looked happy & hyper yrsday. bt pity us, we dun have much time to spend. sue, together wif me laa, had to leave early due to e stupid time restriction.
Btw Nura. Happy 20th Birthday.may God bless u. panjang umur dan murah rezeki. one yr older & one yr wiser.
& im looking forward to e 20th of dec. sheeshaa-ing agn wif bffs. =)

End.

A mother that love her godsisters more den her daughter
often scold her daughter over small issues
often side other people eventhough her daughter was right
often shout at her daughter infront of everyone
often curse her daughter to die in terrible ways
often gossip about her daughter
always neglect her daughter
always hope that she has no daughter
always treat her daugther as her greatest enemy
never ever appreciate her daughter
never love her daughter like she love other's daughter.

after 17yrs.

a scar that could never be remove.
afterall this pain her daughter cant stand it anymore.

UNFORTUNATELY,
i'am her daugther
her only daughter.

Why am i expressing dis? seriously, no one cud understand me. my feelings especially. the terrible feelings that i feel every single day, hour & second is killing me softly. Mum, all i need is ur motherly love. not your egoist. but i dont think by keeping myself in silence & darknest could heal my pain. seriously mum, i cant hold on to dis anymore. pls stop pestering life, stop controlling it. tho u are my mum, for me, u dun have the right to do anything u like. u cant blame me fer being rude,cause i dont have to respect a mother like u. i dont give a damn. the only person whom i love so much is my granny. she is a mother to me. an old lady who raised me up, who love me wholeheartedly. never give up.
Mum,i hate to be ur daughter. u dont deserve to get any respect from me. & so as ur surroundings. adjust urself before u start ur 'talk shits'.
u r just an immatured woman with monkey's attitude. it's totally embarrasing to admit that u are my mother wake up & think strait mother. dun be to self-centred. one day, u'll realise, how precious ur only daughter is, compare to your friends & new family. and by the time u realise it, don't ever ever think that i'll be ok with u. just dream on. im hating u , badly .

..

2008-12-05T20:48:00.000+08:00

Ok. It took quite sumtym for me to edit dis blogskin. kinda tired. btw mickey, im touched with what u wrote. u noe what? no matter how far we are, i still care fer u.
Sue, U are e best partner to share secrets wif =) & whnvr im down, ur carings, & concerns made me healed. i love u both. =)

Cant wait to meet u girls tmr. cant wait to sheesha-ing.

2008-11-28T18:27:00.000+08:00

I was tagged by my Primary School Mate, Rizuana.

RULE #1: People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2: Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
*Everyone Does.

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
* I've Met My Love..He Is Older By 3 Yrs,.

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
* decades.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
*Haha. topic nie yg kite slalu ckp eh baby?
hmph. alot of things. bt 4 me,i'll buy car first. ;)

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
* Yupp. my bf, mikky & sue.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
* Both.?

7. List out 5 favourite things that you like and 3 things of yourself.
*Tok Crap. brown colour. chris brown (: money & girls nyte out.
ego. like a crybaby. cute. lol!

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
*No. Until i mit a caring & responsible mother.

10. What makes you sad?
* whvr my boify & me argue.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
* married & sucessful woman.

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
*My grandmother,sadiq,BFF(U noe hu u r (: )& cikky my tiutt lil tiny kitten.

13. What is bothering you in life now?
*My Mum!!!!!!!!!

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
* Single & Rich.hahha. kaye aku..

15. What are the things you wanna do?
* buy mazda 3..tpi tkd duit..

16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, and both of them do the same, who would you pick?
*hmph.. both cn? (:

17. What will you do if you finds out that your love ones backstep or cheat you ?
* i'll smile,sae thank you, & walk away.

18. How do you say goodbye to someone you don't want to let go ?
* hmph.. i wun sae gudbye. cuz it kill all hopes of mitting agn. (:

19. If there is a choice between lover and friends,which will you choose?
* tah ehh.. depends on e situation..

20. Will you fall in love soon?
*falling in luv all over agn....with my boify!

5 peoples being tagg by me :

1.Sue.....

2.Mickeyy...(die slalu bored,so ade tym nk retype sume nie..haha)

3.Lalaa

4.Rebel

5.Nurul Vivy

Enjois!

2008-11-25T12:57:00.000+08:00

No matter hw hard or tough it takes .
im still loving eu .
wif all ma heart .

To be wif u,
fer e rest of ma life ,
is my dream .

I hope one day ,
we'll make dis dream
happens .

I Love You Baby,
Md Sadiq. (;

if tears make pple pretty,i'll b fuckingg georgous.

2008-11-24T13:52:00.000+08:00

BABY,READ DIS.

kau membuat ku berantakan
kau membuat ku tak karuan
kau membuat ku tak berdaya
kau menolakku acuhkan diriku
bagaimana caranya untuk
meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
ku sadari ku tak sempurna
ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan
kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu
tak sadarkah kau telah menyakitiku
lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
cinta ini membunuhku
bagaimana caranya untuk
meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
ku sadari ku tak sempurna
ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan
kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu
tak sadarkah kau telah menyakitiku
lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
cinta ini membunuhku
kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu
tak sadarkah kau telah menyakitiku
lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
cinta ini membunuhku
lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
cinta ini membunuhku

CINTA INI MEMBUNUHKU. -D'MASIV.

I may nt b e perfect gal, tht suits u. i may nt b e one, hu treat u e best . bt im ur gf, tht loves u e most.im sori fer being defiant & insolent to u. im sori. bt it hurts me so bad wen u sae im too obssess wif u. it hurts so bad to know how little i meant to u, wen u are everthing to me. it's ma fault ,to love u so much . im just over doing it. if i knew dis would hppen, i wont love u tht much baby. e terrible feelings tht i feel inside, is killing me slowly. it wun go away. aww. it hurts so bad. baby,do u ever spare sum thoughts fer me? ever appreciate me? ever cherish me? ever say u love me, wif all ur heart? i hope tht one dae u'll realise it, before i walk away.

2008-11-21T15:01:00.000+08:00

Heloo! Im Bored. Bored. Missing My dearie baby didiq!!! cant wait to meet him tmr. geeee!
Mickey,Sue,Micz Chocz,Nad,Ayu, Im missing u guys. hope tht we'll mit up & hang ard one dae.
Well, we r nt as close as we used to. everyone is changing, & i gt to feel e same.
I dun haf much tym to update my bloggy. gfs, if u wanna cntct me, text me aite.
i'll b veri busy frm next week onwards.

♥

2008-11-11T21:06:00.000+08:00

Finally. i managed to edit my blogskin, n so on. i spend 3 hrs sitting infront of e PC with an empty stomach. btw,thnks lalaa fer teaching me abt dis editing or wat laa. oh gosh. im skuling n werking tmr. it's gonna b a long tiring day fer me. well... like diq said,'ingat, carik duit.ketepikn penat'. hurhur! lol. ok,i realized something; im left with 6 mths, i mean 5mths plus with dis curfew thingy. & tht's gonna b 1 day after my 18th's burfday. ;) i noe, sue will read this n dlm hati ckp,'sial nye kila'. haha. hang on babyy,no worries.okies,make it short & simple.thats fer nw.

Latest Pictures.

2008-11-03T12:55:00.000+08:00

Celebrate Dearie Diq's Belated Burfday At Waffle Factory.

On Our 12th Monthsary.Its Not A Cake, Its A Cookies & White Chocolates.

My Fat Hamster.

Lin Gave Me Dis Lil White Hamster.

Chikky

She Was Sleeping Soundly.

Erwyn's American Curl Cute Lil Cat.

28th Hari Raya. Couple In Brown ;)

Party In Class.

BF's 20th Birthday.

2008-11-01T17:48:00.000+08:00

(old picture; bt i like it. so, here it is.)

Yesterday,at werk, adek were talking abt a movie called 'the coffin'. it sounds interesting,so diq & me wen to catch e movie at boon lay.jurong point shopping center.am i right? i guess so? haha. i've been der fer couples of tym yet still cant remember e name of e shopping center.

guess what? it was so boring,frightening & i cant understand e whole story. so lame!

Diq's 20th birthday today. & our 1st anniversary was last week. we planned to go Sentosa tomorrow. Bt, due to e last minute changes, we'll just haf our lunch together. Im so excited cus we are going to waffle factory! Yeah. I love waffles. Still, Diq is so happy with his new Arai Raincoat which his father bought fer him today.i love to c his cute happy face. it makes me happy too u noe.

Back frm werk today, Chiky(my cute lil kitten) was playing wif ayun & haikel. (i'll upload her pics soon) she really enjoyed herself. yeah, ive been keeping her in cage wen im not around & has no freedom to play & run in my hse cus my granny is afraid of cats. Bt still, i love her so much.